thus far in life, there has been moments when reality and my expectations have crossed paths and that is when i feel most alive. i talked to a great friend of mine and we talked about leaving school and how we both felt about it and growing up and life and how life can make us feel so much at once. also, how our mind plays tricks on us we never know about and feeling nostalgic for something we've never felt nor experienced. i know i will miss so much, my high school friends and no more spending everyday with them and no more sharing everything. we have all grown up together and consequently grown on each other.
the rain today suits how i feel, i want to just snuggle up in bed and watch Harry Potter (which makes me feel better and makes me forget even for just awhile) and for this month to be over with in an instant.
all my love x