November 12, 2011

holocene.

thus far in life, there has been moments when reality and my expectations have crossed paths and that is when i feel most alive. i talked to a great friend of mine and we talked about leaving school and how we both felt about it and growing up and life and how life can make us feel so much at once. also, how our mind plays tricks on us we never know about and feeling nostalgic for something we've never felt nor experienced. i know i will miss so much, my high school friends and no more spending everyday with them and no more sharing everything. we have all grown up together and consequently grown on each other.

the rain today suits how i feel, i want to just snuggle up in bed and watch Harry Potter (which makes me feel better and makes me forget even for just awhile) and for this month to be over with in an instant.

all my love x

18 comments:

Jada said...

It's comforting to know that you have such great friends to talk to! Growing up is tough :), but the journey is quite an adventure.

Enjoy the rain<3

Kinsey French said...

Ohh I can relate to how you're feeling! When I'm leaving one thing and going to another (even I don't know what I'm going to) I just try and remember the good times, keep them with me, and be excited for the new adventure. :3 <3

Mamdy said...

It is difficult, if something comes to an end. But that's also a new beginning. Enjoy the time! :)
Beautiful photos :)

Sue Lyn said...

lovely post. enjoy your last moments with your friends in school(: enjoy wearing your baju kurung, carrying your school bag, writing on those brown covered notebooks (i love them!) haha.

misslikey said...

yes life is not quite easy, nor the growing up but it's lovely cause it always brings something. you are lucky that you had great high school friends and probably that is something you will never forget.

Louise said...

Yes, you're describing my feelings pretty well.. but I guess I know what you mean, you're lucky you've got to spend highschool with your friends and got to spend everyday with them! :)

I love the pictures, as usual, especially the last two.

I think I'm going send you a Christmas present this year (disposable camera!). Because I feel like sharing, and you snap lovely pictures so pleease can you send me an email with adress and such?? (0023am@gmail.com)

Jess said...

Thank you! I'm am international student in Singapore at the moment, we're originally Eurasians from New Zealand though! xx
love your newest posts.

t said...

Congrats! Nice pics!

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Anita said...

Oh wow, you've graduated! Congratulations :3

blazebratcher said...

The transition from high school to being an adult is scary and strange and sad too! So many emotions all at once, I can relate! I remember when I was a senior, and somedays I just felt so WEIRD, and I couldn't ever describe it! Just know that life keps getting better and better! :) Oh, and Harry Potter definitely helps! :)

p.s. Your print is in the mail and will reach you someday soon. :)

Florencia said...

I love the pictures you take! Nice phrase you put here :)
xoxo

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Annabel said...

beautiful blog! love these photos :)

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galatea. said...

this is such an exciting time for you tash! you will grow into such a beautiful lady and your friends will do the same. i am really excited for you, and for all the new crazy adventures you will get yourself into. it might seem nerve wrecking right now, but trust me, it will all be worth it xx

galatea. said...

btw.. that double image should be a life-sized poster!! gahhh it's marvelous dear xx

how did you do this- with your la sardina or photoshop? perfect setting with the hair + leaves xx

shannonmaree said...

thankyou for your lovely comment today, it was sweet :)
congratulations on graduating! Goodluck with your exams too (which i'm assuming you have now).


Shannon

Jane said...

Congratulations on graduating! I miss high school so much, but life goes on and we'll always have the memories. I'm sure you've got amazing times coming up.

Tina Sosna said...

Bon Iver ♥
No, I never used these camera, why do you ask? :)
The last photo is amazing!

Brenda said...

Congratulations on graduating love! You'll see this is only the beginning. I don't miss high school at all, college is so much better. and believe it or not, I still have my best friends from high school, almost four years later. ^-^

Lovely self portrait, you're such a pretty girl :)