melt.

the air around is redolent, of freshly sliced star-fruits, chocolate cakes, perfumes of people trailing, long gone. enveloped with nostalgia and giddiness, ever craving contentment. Sun, the unforeseen antidote, seared and stroked our skins, awakening the flowers and pebbles and happiness, the kind that makes you never want to be inure to cheerlessness again. a dalliance painted bright red, (a scintilla of a love i used to know) one that i want to still be alive and well.

i hope that your days and the Sun have been treating you all wonderfully. (: i just so want to get through tomorrow, unscathed and lucky and perfect.

xxxxx

highway flowers.

a reminder;

"we need to make things happen for ourselves, because we are the only ones in control of our lives. with enough obsession and work any dream can come true for you. you will be disappointed, sleepless and somedays you will want to give up. but you will be happy, because you are living."

-Nirrimi Hakanson

my favorite things are fascination, colours, obsessions and living, loving.

have a great week, lovelies. (:


(i hope you don't mind this post is written so carelessly! i'm just about to pop in bed now.) (:

cut out all the ropes and let me fall.

hi loves! (: oh gosh, i realize that i have a lot of pink in this post... hahaha. so i've started watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows P1 on repeat, like i do with all the other movies in this amazing series. i sometimes think i'm a little too obsessed and maybe i am! hehe. (: but it makes me feel so cozy and wonderful like only the good things do and really, when something makes you feel like that, you can't help it. (:

i am feeling and living and being much, much better now, thank you for all your sweet comments, loves! <3

“Living never wore one so much as the effort not to live.”

—

Anaïs Nin

he sang so loud, sang so clear.

hello loves! (:

my week so far has been hectic. i haven't even gotten the time enough to watch the new episode of Chuck. ): but i'd probably stay up a little bit longer tonight to watch it, heh. i really do hope the homework load will cease for a moment so that we all can just breathe. and have afternoon naps, ahhh.

i hope you are all having a lovely week! and thank you all so much for your kind and sweet and caring comments on my last post. without all of you lovelies reading, this blog will not be alive and i will not be able to keep a place for the things that i will one day forget. (:
thank you.

today's formspring question:

(What qualities do you look for when you're dating someone? 

i'd want someone who can give me spine-shivers with just forehead kisses)

what about you? (:

xx

promises look good on paper.

i need things new and people new,

listeners, warmth and affinity.

yet my wishes seem empty and

your bloodstreams seem to harbor a million pebbles

implosions seem to not matter
and i wonder if my contentment has gone.

i apologize for this dreary post, and i hope you're all feeling better than i am. (:
xx

i am fading.

(some of my mother's old childhood books! i absolutely adore the typography and colours and illustrations. also, i still read Enid Blyton books.)


"People make me feel lonely.

Their life stories, heart breaks and secrets fascinate me but their carelessness, little jealousies and unkind words push me into an abyss so dark and cold that I wish I would have never shown them my flowers of happiness.

And I want to scream “Can you not see how much time I spent growing these, on seeing the light myself? How strenuous it is sometimes just to rise in the morning?”

Instead I stay quiet and write:

People make me feel so very lonely."

-Anna

silence into hurricanes.

it was forgotten and aching reminders that brought me back to myself and the world today. winter fairies and a quaint little chameleon helped too. i'm grateful and happy. (:

“I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love.”

—	Charles Bukowski

i have finally finished my coursework today and i am so relieved, with the huge burden lifted off my back. (: i hope you are all well and happy as i am!

have a wonderful, delightfully surprising week. xx

lake gardens.

i could never possibly fall out of love with the beauty and loveliness and the fresh nature of the Taiping Lake Gardens.